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Reading My Friends, #4

Jealousy Cured: Cancer & Other Invisible Matters, by Richard Lance Scow Williams

Reading My Friends #4

Welcome to Reading My Friends.

This is Lyman Grant, coming to you from the 4 Door Lounge, my backyard study in Harrisonburg, Virginia, deep in the heart of the beautiful Shenandoah Valley.

Thank you for joining me for the fourth installment of our little podcast.  As always, thanks to all of you have subscribed.   Notice that we do not charge for subscribing, but with the subscription, notice of new installments goes to your email. Don’t be afraid to click that button. You never know when something is going to pop out of the 4 Door Lounge?

Lately, I have been reading Jealousy Cured by my friend Richard Lance Scow Williams. I have known Ric for something like thirty-plus years.  He contributed several articles for MAN! magazine, back when some us old farts were committed to becoming better men. Ric is famous for being a writer and editor for Austin’s alternative paper, The Austin Chronicle. His Litera Section in the Chronicle kept Austin’s underground and above-ground poets connected. Each week he signed off his on-going manifesto for more poetry with vaya con dios.  

He was always calling for more: more commitment, more beauty, more love.  Like in this poem

“mess kit.”  Great title, right? This poem can go in all sorts of directions.

mess kit

the child no truer
than the old man
the old woman
the surliness
of a teen
we are myriad
hiding revealing
feigning retreating
the truth has no single home
any more than a song its single voice
entertain your demons your child your death
each a place at the banquet of life
smile at the mess you've made
happy to have loved it all

Now there is a poem, that, when you finish reading it, you say, “Thanks, I needed that.”

Jealousy Cured is Ric’s fourth book, three books of poems, and one novel of constructed of fairy tales like narratives. He has also collaborated in publications with a mutual friend, David Jewell, whom I plan to read, again, soon.

Ric’s second book of poems, Helga, tells of the wonderful love story with his second wife. It is a rich and velvety book of poems. Helga figures in these poems also.  This time as companion and witness as Ric undergoes treatment for cancer—which I will say here is cured.

Here is “cancer flavors into the bright café.”

beyond the mouth of
or the nose or
breath of
this day
with its
hard
infliction
senses burnt
a deforestation of
taste and smell
stumbling
past fetid
fields of
cafes
bodegas
she says "ho
delicious' & he winces
"it smells awful" he hesitates
says "sorry" 7 looks away wincing
again "it's ok" she says "it tells me something"
"that i am in another world?" he jokes
"that you are in the underworld"
& he thinks of Odysseus
visiting the dead
the stench of
Lazarus of
what it must be
to eat from the floor of hell
how a waitress says she heard that
Michael Hutchence of the Australian band INXS
lost his sense of smell and taste because of a head injury
& because he was such a hedonist it was that lose that led him
to commit suicide & he thinks it is not the loss
but the memory of what was every fresh 
become stale rotten necrotic
& they cross the street 
beyond the river
ghost of
pinon
waft
but 
he
cannot
recognize it
she pulls him close
& says "the moon disappears
but you still hunger for its fullness"
& he gazes up wondering the flavors of stars

What a wondrous line Helga utters and Ric holds on to: “the moon disappears / but you still hunger for its fullness.” Yes, yes, yes.

I have Ric to thank for getting my second book of poems published with Deltina Hay’s Dalton Publishing.  He trimmed a large ungainly collection into a tidy story of love lost, found, lost, and found again.  I will always be indebted to him. Ric is a gentle warrior, unrelenting is his commitment to seeing the larger mythic truths we all live, but he presents them to us like a friend in a café sharing a pot of tea.

We will close with the title poem “jealousy cured,” a poem that speaks to my wobbly sense of self. Maybe to yours also.

jealousy cured

i get jealous when she reads The American Poetry Review
& says this is a good own--you should read it
& I say ok & then I don't because
what if it just proves to me that I should take up
car mechanics or the priesthood focus on the stock market
bitch about Obama or childproof pill bottles
god damn it i am an American ha ha ha
there it is: i get jealous thinking someone else has pissed on this already
no wonder we keep hearing god bless America
maybe one day it will take & when i drew the dame poem
i will say yes--it is really quite good
i wish i wrote as well as that
i think we'll renew the subscription
& i read this poem to her & she says
it's good--you're exposing yourself in this poem
& i smile as she reads another one in APR & says Christ this guy
gives me a headache

Well, I know that did not give you a headache. Ric Williams folk. Look for his books online.

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